stupid over-reacter. errrrrrr.

i hate me. i just seem to over react all the time.

today i found out that the guy i reaaaaally care about (i dont like using the term "really like" or evenmore "love" rite now) likes someone else. maybe i've been acting like i dont have a single drop of feelings for him, but i actually still care about him so effing much. i admit that i'm very sad, and devastated. but i guess you cant force someone to like you. and you cant tell anyone who to like. so now, i can do nothing but to build a bridge and get over it. easier said than done, even monkeys who dont hav brains know that.

i've been thinking; this mite sound so emo and low self esteem or watever, but in all of my teenage life, i've had no luck wen it comes to guys. like, NONE, NOTHING, ZERO, EL ZIPPOWW. the guys that i like or have liked never seemed to like me at all.

ok, thats okay. i still have my friends. i still have my alfies girls and boys. guys come and go but friends are for ever, rite?

xx d.
i just wish i know who my real friends are...