It's unbelievably unbelievable.

once upon a time, kadee michelle hollis a.k.a my sister from another mister said to me, "dude, are you crazy? you can't be inlove at this age. that's bullshit. it's impossible."

since then, i started to think about what she said. and i kinda agreed, well i agreed with all my heart. but you know what, i now disagree, anything is possible.

what i'm feeling right now is an odd feeling. i can't quite explain it, i'm not even sure if this is a good or bad feeling. sometimes i like it, sometimes i HATE it. it makes me laugh, smile, it gives me butterflies, it even makes me want to cry at times. but then i figured out what this is.. i cant say the word becoz i feel really awkward saying it but it's a 4-letterd word, very strong word but some people seems to throw it around like it means nothing. starts with an L and ends with an OVE, im sure u'd be able to figure it out urself wat that word is.

hmmm...

xx d.

wish i had a time machine..

seriously, i've never thought that it was this hard to settle in in your own country.

i've been here for like one and a half months, almost 2 months, but it feels like i've been here for like ever! and it seems like evrythings still all over the place. well, apart from skool, i think im all settled in that part right there.

i cant believe im saying this, but im going to. i think that jakarta is amazing. indonesia is amazing. i love living here. its just so kool. im sure once evrything is all settled, im gonna love it here, i probs wouldnt want to leave ever again. OMG I SAID IT.

even tho jakarta is incredibly hot, humid, poluted (its BADLYBADLY poluted that evry morning wen i look out of the window, i can barely see anything, well i can see a couple of tall buildings nearby, since i live in an apartment, but then the rest are covered in smoke. it looks like fog, but trust me it aint fog coz its rlly hott :p), traffic jams everywhere like literally EVERYWHERE, and wat id say 'dangerous', jakarta is hektic, i love it. LOVE it. weird ehh? :p

as much as i love it here, i still miss canberra very very much. especially deakin. gosh i miss that skool so much =( well i miss the people in it. i dont know why, im probs just over reacting, but i feel that the deakin friends who I LOVE OH SO VERY MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART are starting to forget about me ='[ but i guess they need to move on, we ALL need to move on with our lives. i mean, if you just stay in one spot and neverr move forward, when are you ever gonna achieve wat you need/want to achieve?

but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DEAKINERS, DONT FORGET ABOUT ME. COZ I WONT EVER FORGET ABOUT ALL OF YOU'S, LIKE LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU'S. I LOVE YOUS SOOOOOOO FUGGIN MUCHH. IF I HAD A PRIVATE JET I WOULD COME DOWN THERE EVRY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE.

anyways, i think this blog is long enough. and besides, im not even sure that anyone would read it =\ haha.

tc,

xx d

hows it goin?

omg haha. reading the blog below this; gosh wasnt i depressed? lols XD

havnt been posting anithing in forever!

some things thats been happenin;

it was my bday on july the 28th, caroline & I went to sushi groove and met some pretty hektic people XD

i'm getting used to jakarta's weather, infact ive decided that I LOVE IT! coz its never cold :DD

I GOT INTO A NEW SKOOL! its called Binus international skool. a couple of tests needed to be done, and luckly i passed them both (:

my first impression of binus was, "dude, is this a school or an office building?" im tellin ya, its HUMONGOUS! its 9 floor tall & its a friggin office building. but i guess its kinda kool...until i found out wat time skool starts & finishes :p it starts at 7.30in the morning, and finishes at 3pm. in canberra skool starts at 9am finishes at 3.15pm. now wen i think back, i thought, wasnt i lucky to live in canberra?

my first day at binus was on the 4th of august, it was a tuesday to be exact. i woke up at 5.30am, my VERY FIRST TIME EVER, EVER IN MY LIFE that i wake up at that time for skool :p . and you know wat, binus is really not bad. its actually really good. the ppl in it are so nice to me :) but i hav to wear uniforms =(

so now, i've been in binus for 4 days, and so far, im lovin it!

:)

xx d.