waaaat?

A
- Available: oh yess ;) only to this guy that i like tho XD
- Age: 13 yrs old 
- Annoyance: flies & people who are up them selves.
- Animal: i want a puppy

B
- Beer: lauren's dad make them XD
- Birthday: july the 28th
- Best feeling in the world: love
- Best weather: sunny with a lil tiny bit of clouds, warm, not dry but not humid.
- Been on stage?: is nerve breaking =P
- Believe in Magic: hmm.... idk!
- Believe in God: yes
- Believe in Santa: no
- Bus: i catch the 493 after skool...?

C
- Candy: rainbow liquorish
- Colour: green..&turqoise 
- Chocolate/Vanilla: choco all d way
- Chinese/Mexican: both XD
- Cousins: gotta love em :)

D
- Day or Night: day
- Dance in the rain?: why not?

E
- Eggs: yum with beef bacon
- Eyes: blue eyes are hotttttt!
- Everyone's got: feelings.
- Ever failed a class?: no THANK GOD.

F
- Full name: Devaresti Wismartia
- Fav food: nando's

G
- Greatest Fear: losing 'the people'
- Goal: live in L.A, be a successful singer/musician, then get into hollywood XD
- Gum: blueberry extra
- Get along with your parents?: yeah love em :)
- Good luck charm: dont have any.


H
- Hair Color: black brownish
- Height: idk, 156cm?
- Happy: when school is fully over.
- Holiday: the bahamas :)

I
- Ice Cream: cotton candy
- Instrument: voice, piano, flute, abit of violin.


J
- Jewellery: earings & 'forever' necklace
- Job: hollywood star.

K
- Kids: are cute when they're quiet.
- Kickboxing or karate: neither
- Keep a journal?: online blog.

L
- Longest Car Ride: bus ride to the gold coast, 18 friggin hours!
- Love: everyone deserves it :)

M
- Milk flavor: depends wat mood.
- Motion sickness?: naah
- Maccas or Burgerking?: breakkie at maccas! :D

N
- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercings: 2
- Number: 000 , call me! =P

O
- Old friends: i miss them so much =(
- Obedient : means..?

P
- Perfect Pizza: chicken with bbq sauce & puffed pastry crusts. yum.
- Pepsi/Coke: coke

Q
- Quail: when you fall into a hole...?

R
- Reason to cry: goodbyes.
- Reality TV: the hills?
- Radio Station: 104.7
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: is something that i wouldnt do in public :p
- Ring size: ah, i dnt like rings, none of them fit me :(

S
- Song: writing one is the best way to express ur feeling. (haha im so corny :p)
- Shoe size: 38
- Salad Dressing: idk. any
- Skipped School: nah...not yet :p haha jk
- Slept outside: in a tent at ellen's :)
- Skinny dipped?: not yet
- Sing well?: that's wat ive heard =P
- In the shower?: i wash myself.
- Swear?: wen im agro
- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries. but blueberry gum

T
- Time for bed: is the worst time when you have cold.
- Thunderstorms?: striked the black transact thing this one time =P

U
- Unpredictable: hate wen someone is one, but i love being one.

V
- Vacation spot: bahamas

W
- Weakness: jealousy
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: none. :)
- Which friend makes you laugh the most: BIANCA&ADRIANA SMITH
- Worst Feeling: unloved
- Wanted to be a model?: once, not anymore tho
- Worst Weather?: triple W; wet, windy, winter. ewww.

X
- X-Rays: is it painful?
- Ex's: fortunately, i'm friends with them :)

Y
- Year it is now: 2009
- Yellow: bananas in pyjamas

Z
- Zoo animal: sheep? XD

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: my auntie
2. You went to the mall with?: b&d
3. You went to dinner with?: umm. forgot
4. You talked to on the phone?: billie
5. Made you laugh?: wat toby said. "yeah. but most guys have a bit of dickheadness in them and that shows ***'s lol."
6. Hugged you?: billie
7. Said they loved you?: mum
8. Held your hand?: uhh idk
9. Spoke with?: mum
10. You cried over?: ....

sick. no, literally.

argh. i hate colds. i hate cold weather. i hate the colds colds. I JUST HATE COLDS!!!!!! HAESIOTRHAOEMGIPAEWGKJPP]]

i woke up from my little nap, i couldnt fuking breath. both of my nose were blocked, AND THEY STILL ARE. fukkk. i can't stop blowing my nose and im pretty sure soon my nose would blow off its fukin way of my face. and my throat, GRRR, i feel like taking it out of my neck, clean it and put it back in. my head aches bad, but i still manage to post a new blog coz i'm kool like that B-] (i hate it how even wen im sick, i still think im the funniest kid alive, wen really im the lamest creature ever made by .. watever)

i don't even know how i got this cold. i think its coz i shared a drink with my fellow friend amelia. i didn't know that she had the cold until she told me AFTER she took a sip of my drink. haha. but it could be from anitin,, it could be from people at skool sneezing & coughing in my face.. it could be from some randoms in civic that dropped their boogerd tissue and i stepped on it and the bacterias worked their way up to my nose or mouth or watever, it could be from anitin.

it's 11.17pm and i'm not sleepy coz i havnt took my flu tablets yet :p but i will as soon as i finished this.

ZOMG - IT'S 33 DAYS TIL INDO!

hope i get better. pls, hope with me. haha im so stupid.

sneezes & coughs,

-d.

dear blogspot..

i hate it how things change so much in so little time. i hate it how cold canberra is getting. i hate it how if i can't find any toilets i have to hold the temptation of peeing in....(err, deevs?)

things change soo quickly. one day you would be all happy & you'd be having the best time of your life, but the nxt thing you know, you're in this mess & youre all fukked up and unhappy.

yeah, that's what happened to me.

the blog underneath this one..u see? it's all happy & exciting & shiiz. but guess wat? on the very next day, everything completely changed. i was all......unhappy. and i wasnt myself. i was lost for a bit. i just wasnt me, AT ALL. i wasnt enjoying my time being here, i thought being here was the worst time everr wen really it is the best, craziest time that i've had (so far) in my whole entire 13&ahalf years of life. it's crazy. i hate having those times. and the worst part is, I'VE GOT THE COLD. i absoulutly hate it, but then again, who doesnt?

it's 35 days until i leave this land of aboriginals for my homecountry, Indonesia. im really really really excited! yet really really really sad. although i have some friends ther & hopefully will find some more, i don't want to loose any of the frendships that i've made here. sometimes, everything seems to go soooo friggin fast and then, before you've even realised, BAAAMM! you have to leave. sometimes, i wish that i never came here. i know rite, crazy & stupid, but if i never came here & met all those wonderful people that i've met, it wouldn't be hard for me to leave. it would be just as easy as abc,123,doremi, watever. but thenn, if i never came here & met all those people, AHHH! i dont even want to think about it! its HORRIBLE! they're the bestestest people ever, and my life would suck without themm.

but wait, why am i even bragging about this? 35 days is a hella long time away. ill talk about it some more, wen it's a day before my actual flight. :p

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to write so much more. i dont even know if anyone's goin to read this blog. its too damn long, well not yet. but i need to get some stuff out of my system. i know that nothing online is ever personal, but i cant be botherd to get a diary with a padlock or watever. and besides, nobodys even goin to read this..rite? wait,, this isnt even personal omg wtf ha lol im so stupid ARGH NO UR STUPID no deeva youre so stupid OMGSH OK SHUT UP.

some people just happen to have higher selfishness in themselves than others, or in other word, the "ego-maniacs". i hate those kinds of people, they drive me nuts. why cant they just....arrgghh sorry it makes me angry even thinking of thinking about it! i also hate, the "plastics". they think evrybody loves them wen really, evrybody HATES their absoulute bits & pieces. but then again, if we all have the same attittude, likes, dislikes, interests & such, this world would be such a dull place to have a life in. so i kind of thank the God for all those selfish, selfstruck people.....i think.

its 11.39pm. im talking to zenza on msn (AWW I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABYY) and she's asking me about wat to do about her windows live messenger, coz its broken or somtin like that.

i need caroline. its nothing urgent, i just miss her and want to talk to her XD love her to bits.

im gonna go. if this blog gets any longer, anyone who reads this would probably die from lack of seeing blank space on the computer.

loviieess.

-d. 

plain, black blog.

YAAWWW! I FEEL GOOD. PANANANANANANAPP. I KNEW THAT I WOULD. PANANANANANANAPP. I FEEEEL NICE. PANANANANANANAPP. LIKE SUGAR AND SPICE. PANANANANANANAPP. XD

ahh. today was a good day. i dont know why. maybe its cozz, ther was alot of laughterr & suchh. sooo yeasshh.

omgsh. im so nervous. well, more likee...pumped nervous. limelite audition is on thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JOWEIJFPQOWPEO123IRPOFP[DOV[G[[[ 

okay im good. but yeh im soooooooo pumped but nervous!!! well its like 3 days away, still hav plenty of time to practice :)

anyways, a lesson i learned from today ;; if you're pretty good friends with someone, and you're sitting next to them in a class, and you're being silly & all loud and shiiz, and suddenly you realise that you like them, DONT TELL THEM THAT YOU LIKE THEM. DONT EVEN GIVE HINTS. INFACT DONT EVEN THINK OF DOIN IT COZ ULL MAKE EVRYTHING AWKWARD AND SHIT!

and i would know that coz.... well.... lets say ive been there,done that :p

loviieesss.

-d.

Saturday arvo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYY!!! hope you have a great day. i miss you loads. xx

saturday.. always a good day coz it's the weekend!! WOOOOT.

i need to do my art assignment, it's due next week. but i guess i can give it anytime next week so i have til thursday. but i really gotta get organised!

ohhh. and for those of you who just got out of a relationship & is broken hearted, i recommend you to have your feelings out & not have it in. i guarantee 110% it'll make you feel so much better. Listen to this song;; Breakeven by The Script. I think it's the greatest cure for broken heart. listen to the lyrics, the more you can relate to it, the more you can cry & have your lil sad feeling out. :)

i love the lyrics to it. my fave are the part where it goes like this;;

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.....coz when a heart break no it don't breakeven

and the chorus is the best;; What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you, and what am I suppposed to say when I'm choked up that you're all ok. I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces...

Good song. good song. XD

It's good to feel good. So don't be sad coz it's over, be happy coz it happened. :)

loviieess.

-d.

hello again XD

argghh, fuukk. i uploaded the wrong pic and don't know how to get rid of it. ignore it pls. ma bad :p

HOAAAAHH!! i havnt filled thiss bloggie in forever! (well, since saturday, but dude that's like 5 days ago!) it feels like a part of me is missing...> dramatic mode : ON. :p

anywayss, i promised you that i'd put one of the skillage photos done by mas Hendra up in here. well here it is! we took so much more, but this is by far my fave. (:

>>> HOW COOL!! <<<

hmmm. for the past 5 days, i have been living my life (darr) and i've learnt a couple of things;; 1st, SMOKING SHISHA* IS 100x WORST THAN SMOKING NORMAL CIGARS! and 2nd, i know who my true friends are. i know who i would protect from giant catterpilers, and who i wouldnt care about even if they get sucked into a blackhole. *for those of you who don't know what shisha is, i'll post a blog on it later on.

ahh, i've got soo much to sayy. i jst can't remember any of it coz i'm too paranoid about the science test tomorrow. i havnt been payin attention to any of wat Mr. Kores has been saying in class. OHHH DEAARRR IM SOOO DEAD. but i took notes today, so hopefully it'll help me out..even the littlest bit. GOD, PLEASE HELP ME. D:

i can remember some of the thiingss that i was gonna write..

i wanted to give a shoutout to my beautiful Bianca&Adriana Smith ;; i love you guys so much. thank you for listening to all of my evil plans & bitchiness. you guys are the only people who would put up with my crap & live with it, not try to change who i am, and you guys never ditch me, no matter how much evryone else hate my guts, you always walk in whenever the world walks out on me. thank you, oh so very much. <3

anyways, i gotta study for my science test now. ( EEEEEEP =S )

wish me a luck peeps!

loviieess.

-d.

Mother's day

First of all, Happy Mother's Day ya'll! i love you mummy'x like the flowers, digital photo frame & the card? XD .. ;; credit goes to my brother. xx thanks bro.

love your mum, you put the grey on her hair :p

yesterday was so much fun. We (me, housemate mas hendra, and auntie) went around ANU and took some fully skilled photos! they were soo kool, i havnt got them on the computer yet, but i promise i'll upload a couple here to show you guys how FULLY AWESOME MAS HENDRA'S PHOTOGRAPHIC SKILL IS!! yesss. :D

today i got up at 9am =O this is like the earliest ive ever gotten up on weekends :p i don't even no why i didnt sleep in, coz last nite i went to bed at like, 12.30am. sooo yeah =S

anyways, today i'm planning to go to woden and get some DVD's (ther r soo many good & cheap dvds rite now its insane!) and that clearasil pimple blocker pen. "You can't see it but i can feel a pimple coming through and i don't want him to see me like this!" - clearasil pimple blocker pen ad. :p . but i don't know if that's goin to happen . coz i'm feeling really lazy rite now.

SHIT!!!! I JST REMEMBER. LIKE A SECOND AGO ABOUT MY MATHS ASSIGNMENT!!! ITS DUE TUESDAY AND I HAVNT EVEN STARTED. I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I HAVE THE ASSIGNMENT SHEET! OMG I AM SOO FRIED! (haha, i'm soo lame, "fried" XD)

ok so i'll have to call billie, that definitely has to happen today. ahh i hate beingg forgetful;; it ain't fun =P

i'll end this here. i'm gonna have a shower & laze even more.

loviieess.

-d.

CROSS COUNTRY IS OVER BABBYY!!

i'm addicted to Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park. i can definitely relate to the chorus;;

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done, help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. And don't resent me and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest ...

anyways, today was siiik as XD coz i beat my time in cross country YAAAY. and today was the last day of cross country, EVEN MORE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. ahh. soo glad. then, after skool (as usual) bil drana and i went to woden and got boost (Y) and took pictures! (Y) but this time it was in colour. then we met lauren & lucy so we decided to take another picture with themm :D i no, siikk ass bruu XDXD but then bil & drana had to go, so they went and caught the bus while me lauren and lucy stayed chillin at woden :D i got new sweater top (Y) and Bend It Like Bechkam DVD!! dude it was $8.83 in big dabz so i was lik OMG IM SO GETTING IT XD i love that movie!

and in 7 mins, fergus is gonna come on msn and tell me who he likes XD bahaha this should be good :p i feel like a gossip queen XD ppsssshhhh..

tomorrow's gonna be sooo funn. i'm goin to the book store (BORDERS) in civic. MY FUKIN FAV STORE EVER!! and i'm gonna read magz & write songs lyrics while havin chai latte with extra vanilla, strong. XD my happy place (Y)

ok, i'm gonna go now as i don't have anymore to write (well, type). 

loviieess.

-d.

Walkathon

HOAAAAAH. walkathon was SOOO TIRING!!! yet very funn :)

the activities afterwards were alright, except for this passing balls over & under one. GAAAYY. check this pic out, its me & kashia (LOVE YOU) we were like so boredd while that activity was goiin so we took pictures :p

aaannndd this is me, lauren, and robert somwhere in the walkathonn, probss the 7 and a half k's mark, or somtin XD  i love you guys <3

aneeewayssss. didnt post anitin yesterday, too busy writing songs XD

OMG. i finished myy first ever original song yesterday! the lyrics are abit cheesy tho, hmmm.... o well .. :p

don't know wat else to write. besides, i suddenly cant be fuked to write anymore.

to entertain, here's some videos from the walkathon. enjoyy.

don't you hate it when this exact same person stabs you not only from the back, but also from the front, over and over again? yeah, i definitely fkn hate that. go home bitch, i've had enough of your shit. stop taking the only friends that i have away from me, you've got enough friends havent you? stop taking someone else's (which always happens to be me) and get your own dang friends! fukk.

the axis of awesome 4 chords.

the axis of awesome 4 chords;; brilliant. brilliant. brilliant!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHBVnMf2t7w

you've got to watch it. it is the most fascinating, AWESOMEST thing anyone have ever done. check it out. :)

anyways, todayy was a great day. school was cool (FOR ONCE, GAWSH!) well except for the part when i accidently rest my hand on drana's spilled meat pie :p . and piano lesson was TERRIFIC. paul lectured me for half of the lesson, wich was really really good coz he told me all these stuff that ive never even thought of. and he showed me that "the axis of awesome 4 chords" vid. AAAAHHHHH. VERY VERY VERY HAPPY XD

im now INSPIRED. i know that i can write my own originals :) i know that i can do it YEAAAAH GO DEEVS! XD

 i also told him about my dreamm of goin to L.A and get into hollywood. he said,"you know wat, to be honest, i think you have a great greatt chance to get ther!" and i was lik OMGSH THANK YOU. i really really hope that dream will one day come true :)

at school, i did some video shooting (again). i dont know, i kinda like doin it now XD maybe its coz im leaviin and i just want videos to watch to bring back memories and stuff, ya knoww?

this is one of the videos that i shoot. sit back. relax. enjoy (:  (it is really not that amusing :p)

i love these people, they keep me alive <3

D.W[4]B.S;A.S;T.J;M.N ' x

loviieess.

-d.

PLEAASSEEE

PLEAAASEEEEEEEE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD PLSSS I HOPE MS BOWEN ACCEPT MY ENGLISH ESSAY.

PLSPLSPLS. WITH ALL MY HEART PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAASE!!! IF SHE DOESNT ACCEPT MY ESSAY IM GONNA JUMP OF TELSTRA TOWER - NO JOKE!

Marriage!!

First of all, here's a pic of cotton candy ice cream from BR, just to cheer you & me up :)

second of all;; OH MY DEAREST GOD. my cousin is getting married todayy!! :D im soo happy for herr & her soon to be husband :) (and my soon to be cousin in law XD)  i just wish i was therr :( but good thiing;; while they're doiin the thiingg (the "i do" "i do" thing wat do u call it in english??) wat we call in indonesian "akat nikah", they're gonna webcam it thru skype! :) so we're gonna do a video call so we get to see the moment XD i knoww exciting rite!!

and today i was meant to go to yuri's party. but since i have essays due tomorrow (*CRIIIESSSSSSS) i cant go :( but kadee's comin over so we can do it together

Happy Birthday Yuri! hope you have an awesome time being a year older than you were before! don't be offended hunn, you're still young & pretty :) ;; really sorry i can't come to ur party, hope you have a great one! i L u x x 

loviieess.

-d.

THE BOAT THAT ROCKED ROCKED (Y)

Todayy, kd & i went to civic XD we did a fair bit of thingss;;

1. we caught the bus from tuggerz and saw ashley :L so we talked to him for a lil bit then we took off to civic.
2. we got in civic at like 2.30pm and went to the cinema and saw the movies timetable thing.
3. we've decided to see The Boat That Rocked (which turned out to be quite funny & super entertaining) at 3.50pm.
4. while we waited for the time to strike 3.50, we went & got lunch at nando's (our fav resto XD) and we got cotton candy ice cream from b&r, wich tasted almost exactly like honeycomb. Then we went and took pictures from the photo booth thing :D
5. IT'S 3.50! we went and saw the movie. and it finished at 6.25pm (yes, long as movie. my ass burned!)
6. Michelle picked us up and we went back to kadees place. and we shot 2 stupid videos lol. wich i will upload in a sec.
7. myy brother picked me up & i went home and wrote this blog post :)

yess, pretty funn dayy :).

below is one of the videos that we shoot while we're at kadee's. enjoyyyy. (it took forever to upload this video! gawsh!)

"hmm, i wonder who amy is?"

Yay, i'm a blogger!

I am totally new to this thing. If you can help me out, please do =p altho im sure ill figure it out sometime soon.

Ohh this is so so exciting! I don't even know if anyone is gonna read thiss, let's just hope so, it's always good to think positive XD

Anywayss, todayy, billie&drana&I did the best shoppingg ive ever done in a long time! billie got an ADIDAS trackpants and tight jeans, drana got an ADIDAS trackpants and a rlly cute beanie XD, aaannndddd....................*pause for dramatic effect*............I GOT 2 PUMA TRACKPANTS, A LONG FLANNY, andd a WAIST BELT! i know i knowww.. :D

tonight i'm sleepingover at kadee's house. wich should be funn.

OMG. im actually almost crippled. both of my knees were swollen last nite. and my left knee had this lil blue nipple, wich was a tinyy lil bruise. annd it hurt like HELL. all just becoz of stupid CROSS COUNTRY. i hate hate HATEEEEE cross country!! but good newss, i did 10 secs better than yesterday woot =p

hmmm.. im kinda running out of things to tell u. well imma gonna come back if ive got somtinn XD

loveeeeess,

-d.