goodbye :(

im so sorry blogspot :(
i've moved on from you, im sorry but i find tumblr more attractive :D

dwismartia.tumblr.com

xx d.

miss me?

seriously, havnt touched this thing for sooo effing longg!!! im sorry!! :( (yea, like, anyone totally reads my blog :p)

okay first of all lemme refresssshhh some of the stuff thats been goin on. i dont actually remember wat my last blog was, the one before this, coz wen i try to "view blog", friggin flock brought me into this "address not found" page. like, wtf?! dont tell me that my blog has gone missing?!?!?!!!!!!!! or gone for good???????? NO PLEASE.

wait im gonna try one more time, so then i can post a blog that actually makes sense.

d.

bonjourrrrrr

goood mornin :)

im in tech..again.
last time i posted a blog was likeeeeee 4 weeks ago or somtin wowwowwowwow

anyways my holiday was great :):) i went to lombok and THE BEACHES WERE EFFING AWESOME! i went snorkling too XD it was so koooooooooool.
i cant b bothred to write much at the moment but I'M.SO.HAPPY. this week had been the happiest week of my life, like honestly.

i gotta tell you a secret but you CANT TELL ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
.......................................................................i like this guyyyyyy...............................................................................................but im not gonna say the name, of course..............

and he added my facebook and followed my twitter and added my msn :)

♥♥♥ i think i'm catching the lovebug again ♥♥♥

in the middle of tech exam..

HAYHAY!
havnt been on for agessshhhh.

i love technology class. i used to hate it so much coz i didnt understand a thing that was being taught but now I UNDERSTAND WOOOOPP so kiss my butt :)
rite now, rite at this moment, riightt here, riighttt nowww, i'm looking at you and my heart love the vieewww ♫♪ im in tech, exam to be exact. but why am i on blogger? becoz i finished a lil bit earlier than everyone else :) everyone else is still doin the exam but iimmm freeeeeeeee. technology i love ya!

you know wattttt, i need a new blackberry coz my bb is getting old & slowwww. i REALLY want blackberry tour (L)(L)(L)(L) my dream my huney my love ah ah ah.

OMG GUESS WAT! ivana's blackberry, which has been 'stolen' for about 3 weeks, IS NOW FOUND! by her sister :) her sister apparently knew who stole it and she sent a threatning text message and the stealer read it and got scaredddd aanndd gave it back to ivana's sister :) then her sister gave it to her and ya know the endingg..HAPPY ENDINGG.

i'm feeling pretty dang good rite now. idk whyyyy. oh by the way im over that dude :):):) im so happehhhh.

I MISS YOU ALFIES GIRLS & BOYS!

xx d.

stupid over-reacter. errrrrrr.

i hate me. i just seem to over react all the time.

today i found out that the guy i reaaaaally care about (i dont like using the term "really like" or evenmore "love" rite now) likes someone else. maybe i've been acting like i dont have a single drop of feelings for him, but i actually still care about him so effing much. i admit that i'm very sad, and devastated. but i guess you cant force someone to like you. and you cant tell anyone who to like. so now, i can do nothing but to build a bridge and get over it. easier said than done, even monkeys who dont hav brains know that.

i've been thinking; this mite sound so emo and low self esteem or watever, but in all of my teenage life, i've had no luck wen it comes to guys. like, NONE, NOTHING, ZERO, EL ZIPPOWW. the guys that i like or have liked never seemed to like me at all.

ok, thats okay. i still have my friends. i still have my alfies girls and boys. guys come and go but friends are for ever, rite?

xx d.
i just wish i know who my real friends are...

omg i'm so mean =(

ok, reading the blog below this omg i feel so mean!!! =(

im not sposed to say that about someone, im not sposed to say that about ANYONE! err deevs why do you have to be so meaan =(

i dont hate reinhart, i was just really really extremely annoyed at him. still am. but i dont hate him. i dont hate anyone.

no matter how annoying he was being, it was inapropriate of me to write a blog post like that. IM SORRYYY. but then again, IM STILL SO ANNOYED AT YOU REINHART! so dont take this as an acception to ur apologises.

anyways, i gota get back to doing the drama essay. i think its useless, why the fk do i hav to write a 500-word essay about JULIET? shes not my idol, i dont even know her. shes not even real. so why why? i guess skool is a drag.

goodbye.

xx d

i'm losing my fluency of english

the title says it all.

if i dont come back to canberra anytime soon, i'm gonna lose my fluency of english. and i dont want that, coz then i'd be no fluent in neither english or indonesian.

anyways, i might start writing my blogs in bahasa indonesia pretty soon. i dont know why, i guess i just want to adapt ya know? well not that anyone reads any of my posts but anyways..

OK SO NOW IM IN TECHNO AND IM SOO ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I HATE REINHARTTTTTTTT HES SO MEAN ='(
I HATE REINHART
I HATE REINHART
REINHART = GO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ERRRRRR I HATE YOU YOU'RE THE MEANEST PERSON I KNOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHOO.SHOO.SHOO.SHOO.SHOO.SHOO.GOAWAY.IHATEYOU.DIGAHOLE.ANDDIE.THENSEEGOD.TELLHIMILOVEHIM.ANDTELLHIM"IWASMEANTODEEVASOPUTMEINHELL"

REINHART = PUSSY